Jati Diri dan 1111 정체

Malam ini saya terbangun dari kesadaran.

Setelah 4 tahun mencari arti sesungguhnya tentang jati diri.

Ternyata sebenarnya jawabannya ada didepan kita.

Ketika kita menyadari 1111 yang sesungguhnya sebenarnya tidak jauh dari diri kita sendiri.

Kita mempunyai 10 jari tangan yang mempunyai kombinasi dari 1111111111 begitu pula dengan 10 jari kaki kita yang juga menggambarkan kombinasi angka tersebut.

Lalu tangan kita menggambarkan angka 11 begitu pula kaki kita. Lalu mata kita ada 2 begitu pula telinga kita, 2 terbentuk berdasarkan angka 1 + 1 kombinasi 11.

Dan yang lebih saya menyadari arti jati diri adalah lafat  اَللّهَ  yang ternyata mengandung kombinasi 1111.

Allah adalah satu, kita hidup karena Allah matipun karena Allah.

Jati diri kita sebenarna adalah Allah Sang Maha Pencipta.

Bahwa saya harus tetap ingat akan jati diri saya tanpa melupakan proses yang saya alami tanpa melupakan masa lalu.

Mengingatnya untuk selalu belajar memahami diri sendiri bahwa kita ada di dunia ini karena Allah kembalipun ke Dia Sang Maha Pencipta.

Dan kita ibaratnya hanya sebutir pasir di sebuah pantai yang diselimuti lautan yang luas.

Man’arafa nafsahu fa qad’arafa Rabbahu.

Siapa yang mengenal dirinya maka akan mengenal Tuhannya.

 

Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss…!

Tearsdrop in the Rain #theone

빗속에서 눈물

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

Teardrops in the rain


I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are

I wish you’re coming back to me again

And everything’s the same like it used to be


I see the days go by and still I wonder why

I wonder why it has to be this way

Why can’t I have you here just like it used to be


I don’t know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on ?

I don’t know if I can go on without you


Even if my heart’s still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain


I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say

I wish you’re flying back to me again

Hope everything’s the same like it used to be


I don’t know which way to choose

How can I find a way to go on

I don’t know if I can go on without you, without you


Even if my heart’s still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

I shed teardrops in the rain


I shed teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain


Even if my heart’s still beating just for you

I really know you are not feeling like I do

And even if the sun is shining over me

How come I still freeze ?

No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)

I shed teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain….

Teardrops in the rain….

Teardrops in the rain….


아무도 모르는, 아무도 고통도 못 느껴요

빗속에서 눈물


당신이 어디에 있는지 나는 별 위에 있고 싶어, 궁금해

난 당신이 다시 나에게 돌아오고 싶은

예전처럼 모든 게 똑같아


나는 시절은 지나가고보고 아직도 내가 왜 그런지 궁금해요

이런 방법이있는 이유가 몹시 궁금

내가 왜 여기 가지고 그것은 예전 수 없습니다처럼


내가 선택하는 방법은 모르

어떻게 갈 수있는 방법을 찾을 수 있습니까?

나는 이런 당신없이 계속 할 수 있을지 모르겠어


내 마음은 아직 당신을 위해 치고라도

정말 제가 할 것처럼 기분은 거 알잖아

그리고 태양이 내 몸을 빛나고 경우에도

난 아직 얼어 왜요?

아무도 모르는, 아무도 고통도 못 느껴요

나는 빗속에서 눈물을 흘리다


내가 날아보고 싶어, 당신이 무슨 말을 궁금해

난 당신이 다시 내게 돌아 갈겁하고자

예전처럼 모든 것이 똑같 네요 희망


내가 선택하는 방법은 모르

어떻게 갈 수있는 방법을 찾을 수

내가 당신없이도에 갈 수 있는지 당신없이는 잘 모르겠지만


내 마음은 아직 당신을 위해 치고라도

정말 제가 할 것처럼 기분은 거 알잖아

그리고 태양이 내 몸을 빛나고 경우에도

난 아직 얼어 왜요?

아무도 모르는, 아무도 고통도 못 느껴요

나는 빗속에서 눈물을 흘리다


나는 빗속에서 눈물을 흘리다

빗속에서 눈물


내 마음은 아직 당신을 위해 치고라도

정말 제가 할 것처럼 기분은 거 알잖아

그리고 태양이 내 몸을 빛나고 경우에도

난 아직 얼어 왜요?

아무도 아무도 고통을 느끼 없음 (아무도) 볼 수 없음 (아무도)

나는 빗속에서 눈물을 흘리다

빗속에서 눈물 ….

빗속에서 눈물 ….

빗속에서 눈물 ….



amudo moleuneun , amudogotongdo mos neukkyeoyo

bis-sog-eseo nunmul


dangsin-i eodie issneunji naneunbyeol wie issgo sip-eo , gung-geumhae

nan dangsin-i dasi na-ege dol-aogo sip-eun

yejeon cheoleom modeun ge ttoggat-a


naneunsijeol-eun jinagago bogo ajigdo naega wae geuleonji gung-geumhaeyo

ileon bangbeob-i issneun iyuga mobsi gung-geum

naega wae yeogi gajigo geugeos-eun yejeon su eobs-seubnida cheoleom


naega seontaeg haneun bangbeob-eun moleu

eotteohge gal su-issneun bangbeob-eul chaj-eul su issseubnikka?

naneun ileon dangsin-eobs-i gyesog hal su iss-eulji moleugess-eo


nae ma-eum eun ajig dangsin-eul wihae chigo lado

jeongmal jega hal geoscheoleom gibun-eun geo aljanh-a

geuligotaeyang-i nae mom-eul bichnago gyeong-uedo

nan ajig eol-eo waeyo?

amudo moleuneun , amudogotongdo mos neukkyeoyo

naneunbis-sog-eseo nunmul eul heullida


naega nal-a bogo sip-eo , dangsin-i museun mal-eul gung-geumhae

nan dangsin-i dasi naege dol-a galgeob hagoja

yejeon cheoleom modeun geos-ittoggat neyo huimang


naega seontaeg haneun bangbeob-eun moleu

eotteohge gal su-issneun bangbeob-eul chaj-eul su

naega dangsin eobs-ido e gal su issneunji dangsin-eobs-ineun jal moleugessjiman


nae ma-eum eun ajig dangsin-eul wihae chigo lado

jeongmal jega hal geoscheoleom gibun-eun geo aljanh-a

geuligotaeyang-i nae mom-eul bichnago gyeong-uedo

nan ajig eol-eo waeyo?

amudo moleuneun , amudogotongdo mos neukkyeoyo

naneunbis-sog-eseo nunmul eul heullida


naneunbis-sog-eseo nunmul eul heullida

bis-sog-eseo nunmul


nae ma-eum eun ajig dangsin-eul wihae chigo lado

jeongmal jega hal geoscheoleom gibun-eun geo aljanh-a

geuligotaeyang-i nae mom-eul bichnago gyeong-uedo

nan ajig eol-eo waeyo?

amudo amudogotong-eul neukki eobs-eum ( amudo ) bol su eobs-eum ( amudo )

naneunbis-sog-eseo nunmul eul heullida

bis-sog-eseo nunmul ….

bis-sog-eseo nunmul ….

bis-sog-eseo nunmul ….

리워서

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde
난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이
nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi
아무일 아는 듯 그렇게
amuil aneun deut geureoke
웃으면 살고픈데
useumyeon salgopeunde

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이
nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi
아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠
anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요
ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo
오늘도
oneuldo

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요
haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo

사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요
saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요
maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo

미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요
mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo
뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요
dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo
사랑해요
saranghaeyo

English Translation:

Because I miss you

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day
Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all
I just want to smile, want to forget everything
Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you
Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind
No, no, now I still can’t let you go
Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much
Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much
Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you
I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go
Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words
My late confession, can you hear it
I love you

empty

Kosong
Tak tahu arah
Diam membisu
Bosan dengan kehingar bingaran
Hanya keheningan yang ada

Tapi
Rasa sakit ini datang tak mengenal waktu
Menusuk relung kalbu
Entah sampai kapan akan hilang
Entah sampai kapan bisa bertahan

Resah
Cemas
Kosong
Tak tahu arah
Diam membisu
Titik, koma, seru, tanya hanya mereka yang tahu

one more time

내가 몰랐었나봐

너를 몰랐었나봐

이렇게 더 가까이에 있는데

정말 소중한 것은 사라져간 후에야

알수 있는가봐 지금의 너처럼

미안해 니가 흘린눈물 알지 못해

미안해 이제서야 니앞에 와서

One More Time One More Time

다시 한번 내곁으로 와줄순 없겠니

언제나 너만을 사랑해

늦은 이 후회만큼 더 사랑할께

바보같은 내가 널

마음에 없는 말들로

그렇게 많이 아프게 했나봐

니가 아니였다면 몰랐을 행복인데

이제야 알았어 니가 사랑이란걸

고마워 소중한 사랑을 가르쳐줘

고마워 이제 내가 더 사랑할게

One More Time One More Time

다시 한번 내곁으로 와줄순 없겠니

언제나 너만을 사랑해

늦은 이 후회만큼 더 사랑할께

One More Time One More Time

사랑해 널 사랑해 이런 나를 다시 받아줄순 없겠니

언제나 내게 준 그 사랑

내가 다 갚을 수 있게

허락해줘

내 손을 잡아줘

TRANSLATION

I guess I did not know
I guess you did not know
That we are standing too close like this
We can’t really let this beautiful thing disappears
Now you will understand me

I’m sorry that I didn’t know the reason behind those tears
I’m sorry, now I’m right in front of you

One More Time One More Time
Can you return to my side once again?
I will always love you
I’ll never regret, I will only love you

I’m so foolish
For not knowing what’s inside your heart
It seems to be in pain
Without you I don’t happiness
Now I understand what love is

Thank you for teaching me about love
Thanks you, now I will know how to love you more

One More Time One More Time
Can you return to my side once again?
I will always love you
I’ll never regret, I will only love you
One More Time One More Time
I love you, I love you
Will you accept me again someday?
Please let me return it to you
The love you always gave me
Just hold my hand
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Unexplaned about my heart

Tak ku mengerti tentang rasa ini
Sesak hampa takut tanya bergejolak semuanya bercampur menjadi satu
Bayanganmu selalu datang menhampiriku tanpa mengenal waktu
Haruskah ku bertahan seperti ini
Walaupun ku tahu kau tak pernah sedikitpun menoleh kepadaku lagi
Aku memang tolol, masih menunggumu disini
Disisi lain ingin ku buka hati ini lagi
Untuk orang lain
Tapi ku takut terluka lagi
Takut terjelembab ke lubang yang sama lagi
Apakah dia bisa mengantikanmu dihatiku?
Aku tak tahu, mulutku tak bisa mengucap apapun
Diam membisu, hati bergejolak
Apakah dia?
Mulutku tetap tak bergerak, diam membisu
Hatiku pun tak sanggup berkata apapun
Perasaan dan logikapun tak sanggup menjelaskannya
Hanya titik koma tanya seru yang tahu

Empty Space •theone

Sampai hari ini jam ini menit ini dan detik ini

Kamu tak pernah menyadarinya

Kesalahan yang sama

Kau tarik aku

Begitu kuatnya

Lalu kau lepaskan aku begitu saja

Jatuh terhempas

Sakitnya sampai tak terasa

Dan yang lebih sakit lagi

Aku jatuh kelubang yang sama

Kamu yang tak punya hati

Atau aku yang tak punya hati

Rasa ini sudah tak ada batasnya

Tanpa koma titik seru ataupun tanya

cuma kamu dihati aku

-dee-

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Tell me

Tell me that we were walking towards one reason

Do you say if we don’t have the purpose of what is executed

I don’t want to keep silent staring hope

Distracted will sweet love and endless disappointment

I don’t want to keep waiting for something that is not certain

Better to cry and hurt us today

Just try to tell me once again if we are really going to get there, prove and make me believe that we can achieve happiness

Already exhausted all the chain said

Has revealed all that I guess

I want a happy ending

I don’t want to keep silent staring hope

Distracted will sweet love and endless disappointment

I don’t want to keep waiting for something that is not certain

Better to cry and hurt us today

All I want

One goal

A reality

Not the dream

Not hope

No excuse

One certainty

Tell me

-dee-

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alone

And the night goes by so very slow

I hope that it won’t end though

Alone

Till now I always got by on my own

I never really cared until I met you

And now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone

You don’t know how long I have wanted

To touch your lips and hold you tight

You don’t know how long I have waited

And I was going to tell you tonight

But the secret is still my own

And my love for you is still unknown

Alone Till now I always got by on my own

I never really cared until I met you

And now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone

Alone

-dee-

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love what it is

I don’t know how vast space is, but I have to know how widely I understand the person I love.

I don’t have to love someone who is perfect, but I have to love an imperfect person the perfect way.

Not because he’s perfect, but because he can improve my life.

Not because he was beautiful, but because he can make things beautiful to me.

Love him what it is, not because of lust and of what.

-dee-

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